I wonder how biology can explain the physical pain you feel in your chest when all you want to do is be with someone.
Dan Howell (via de-mari)
It’s cortisol. Longterm exposure causes your muscles to swell making your chest tight.
So when people leave, I’ve learned the secret: let them. Because, most of the time, they have to.
Let them walk away and go places. Let them have adventures in the wild without you. Let them travel the world and explore life beyond a horizon that you exist in. And know, deep down, that heroes aren’t qualified by their capacity to stay but by their decision to return.
I tried to call you to tell you how much I ached for your touch tonight.. How much I would kill for just one simple touch of your hand.
But as soon as I tried to call you my phone service went out saying “no service..”
I don’t know what to think.
So instead I’ll sleep and tell you in my dreams, the only place I see you now.
Changing the customized cute and lovey dovey name of your ex to a simple first and last name..
A goodbye kiss in an airport
A faded memory of you walking away from me up the stairs..
Is this all I have left for three years or forever?
Will that morning be the last time I wake up and feel your body on mine?
Questions I wish the universe could answer for me.
Questions that will make a once happy girl go into a sinking depression.